why-is-it-always-autumn:

why-is-it-always-autumn:

why-is-it-always-autumn:

why-is-it-always-autumn:

You know what I don’t get?  When fanfic authors apologize for long chapters.  It’s like?  You gave me bonus content, for free, and you’re sorry about it?  Bruh.  I have already named my firstborn after you.  Dude.

You know what else I don’t get?  When they apologize for short updates.  It’s like: look at these new words I gave you!  Sorry I didn’t give you even more free words.  Bro, that’s at least two words that I did not have yesterday.  For free.  Dude.  Thank you.

And another thing: when people drop out of nowhere with a surprise update and then apologize for it taking a while.  Like, dude, I wasn’t expecting anything, and you gave me words.  I thought this fic was abandoned, but wait: there’s more.  You just popped in and reminded me that this is a Good Fic that I should probably reread.  You made my goshdarn day.

Basically fanfic writers are under no obligation to publish anything so when they do update it’s always a net positive because the story is longer now, and I have something to read, so thank you so much to everyone who writes fic at whatever pace or quantity they want.

teaboot:

missmentelle:

In 1938, a stage play called “Gas Light” debuted for the first time. The play is about a husband who gradually convinces his wife she’s insane by acting strangely and secretly manipulating objects in the house – like dimming the gas lights in the attic – and refusing to acknowledge that they’ve changed. Today, the term “gaslighting” is used to describe any behaviour designed to make another person question their sanity. 

Gaslighting is abusive behaviour. Any person who tries to make you doubt your own sanity does not have your best interests at heart. Gaslighting is a tool to keep you in an abusive relationship, and prevent you from reaching out for help. 

In its weakest form, gaslighting means convincing you that you are misremembering or exaggerating something that happened. “I never said it like that, you’re exaggerating!” or “You’re making it sound worse than it was!” are common examples of gaslighting. At the end of the conversation, you might even find yourself apologizing to the other person, even though you were pretty sure that they were in the wrong. This sort of thing can happen in a normal relationship, especially if one or both parties aren’t very self-aware, but it’s a concern if it happens all the time… especially if only one person seems to have a faulty memory.

Gaslighting can also mean convincing you that events didn’t happen at all. Your abuser can absolve themselves of responsibility, and keep you in check, by convincing you that abuse never took place. “We never had a fight at my brother’s wedding… are you feeling okay?” or “I’ve never thrown anything at you in my life! Do you have a fever or something?” are more serious examples of gaslighting, and they are absolutely not okay. If someone is trying to convince you that a fight or episode of abuse never happened, that’s a huge red flag that cannot be ignored. 

At its very worst, abusers may go out of their way to stage strange events in order to confuse their victims. An abuser trying to keep a victim in check, or socially isolate a victim, may go out of their way to act strangely in order to make their victim doubt their own mind. Abusers may steal things from you, disappear for days on end and claim that they told you where they were going (or deny being gone), or mislabel your reactions as they’re happening (eg. pretending that you are irrationally angry when you are actually calm). These are also huge red flags, and cannot be ignored. 

Gaslighting is not unique to abusive romantic relationships: it is also common in toxic parent/child relationships, sibling relationships, friendships or school bullying. Anyone who mistreats you can gaslight you. 

The best defense against gaslighting is self-confidence, and careful recording. Trust in your own mind. You know when you’ve been abused. You know your own reactions. And write things down – keeping a careful record of abusive incidents and what was said or done gives you a record to consult when someone else gets in your head. 

Gaslighting can make it especially difficult to recognize and leave a bad relationship, and no one deserves to go through it. Know the signs. Protect yourself. You deserve better. 

As someone who experienced this and got out, here’s some things to keep in mind if this ‘clicks’ with you:

-I found out what Gaslighting and Emotional Abuse were by reading posts like this. I read it, and my first thought was, “holy shit, that’s what this is.”

-My immediate second thought was, “well, it’s not a 100% perfect match. I’m probably just being dramatic. They’re not THAT bad. I can’t imagine them doing this on purpose.”

-After that, I tested the theory. I wrote things down word for word, as soon as they happened. When they said, “I never called you those names, I would NEVER say that,” I could open up my notes and see that no, they had, otherwise I wouldn’t have written it down. That way I KNEW I wasn’t just stupid or a liar.

-I started to test out reactions when they got mad. If I yelled back, they called me irrational. If I didn’t react, I was obviously a selfish person who didn’t care about the “conversation”. There seemed to be no way of explaining myself or quietly listening that didn’t end with me surrendering something. Pride, dignity, comfort, autonomy, self-respect, whatever. That’s how I realized I wasn’t just crazy or looking for attention- there really was a problem.

The final step was talking to people. Telling them about things that had happened and validating that no, I wasn’t blowing things out of proportion, it really was just THAT fucked up. It helped me let myself think that maybe the person I was living with really was just an awful, unpleasant person who had hurt me, and it was okay to want to get away from them. That I wasn’t just garbage.

That said, it’s okay to have doubts. It’s been years, and still sometimes I have to go to a friend like, “Was it really that bad?” And they tell me, every time without fail, “It was, they were, and if u want I’ll help hide a body.”

sorry, long post. I’m just saying, if you catch yourself wondering “is it really bad enough to be abuse?” The answer is Yes. People in healthy relationships don’t spend time wondering if it constitutes being abusive or not. You’re not crazy

capatalismnt:

killuo:

killuo:

A person who can befriend people of any political ideology is someone to avoid.

And they’re so smug about it too. That just means you stand for nothing. That’s nothing to be proud of.

politicalsci:

biggest-gaudiest-patronuses:

Society socializes us to label all affection between women as platonic, to the point that many wlw internalize it and will at some point fail to recognize when their romantic interest is reciprocated. Please have more faith in yourself and your love, and try to be direct and communicate clearly with your potential romantic partners. You deserve to freely love and be loved.

terpsikeraunos:

on the one hand there are many aspects of academia that should be criticized but on the other hand i’m concerned about the rise of anti-intellectualism as a tool of fascism