cutespoonie:

some dissociation feels:

• my thoughts are far away and I can barely hear them 

• feelings and reactions are all fake

• emptiness

• personality???
• there’s another person in my body
• there’s someone trapped in the mirror
• I can’t die because I’m not real
• why is the world so blurry and bright?
• time goes fast but everything else goes slow
• always performing in front of an invisible audience
• nothing makes sense so what is rational/irrational??