xtinastudiesmusic:

apologetically-anxious:

Tbh it sucks having ADHD, depression, and developing anxiety all at once because I??? Can’t cope???? Gotta Bounce The Leg™??? Can’t focus on a Thing™????? But no no no no I gotta focus on a Thing™

or I’ll fail! Stop bouncing the leg!!!! Focus!! See? You failed!!! Because you didn’t focus!!! You’re horrible!!!! You’re practically failing at life!!! You’re a failure!!! Better Bounce The Leg™

to distract yourself!! And then it’s hard to figure out where my illness ends and my bullshitting begins, like. Can I really not grasp the lesson because of my ADHD or am I just a lazy, unfocused piece of shit??? Am I having another Depression Session™

or am I just tired???? Am I overreacting or am I being validly anxious????? I dunno, better Bounce The Leg™

while I think.

wow this is a mood