who-am-i-now-that-i-need-you:

“You’re not a fuckup” yet I make the same mistakes over and over

“People care about you” yet no one is there when I need them

“You’re beautiful” yet I hate what I see in the mirror

“Your family and friends love you” yet none of them give a shit about how I’m feeling

“You’re so kind” yet nobody is kind to me

“You deserve all the love in the world” yet I feel no love

“You’re a cool person” yet no one likes hanging out with me

“You have an amazing body” yet it is covered in scars

“You deserve to be alive” yet all I want is to be dead