pnwcryptid:

Can we talk about how self harm is a literal addiction and how shitty it is when you’re doing fine, you’re doing good even, but you’re still craving the pain and the control and even the look of it, how any and everything is triggering, how it’s always at the back of your mind and how easy it feels to justify caving into the habit of it? 
Because even though I’m not cutting myself I’m drinking and I’m smoking and I’m doing drugs and I’m overeating or starving myself even when I feel good and fine and idk y’all this is just heavy on my mind