daintydearest:

fairycosmos:

most of the time i just feel vaguely suicidal, it’s like a weird fog in the back of my brain but then sometimes, mostly at night, it’s like a sudden flashing neon tsunami of ‘holy fuck i want to die’

This is exactly what I’ve been experiencing. At night it’s like background music I can’t stop, ‘I wish I was dead, I wish I was dead’