flowersonmydeadbody:

why i’m not gonna give up:

– the feeling of going to bed with an empty stomach

– getting dizzy and weak when standing up

– watching your bones get more and more visible

– seeing the numbers go down

– the satisfying pain after exercise

– size S is oversized

– “uh this one’s too big, are there smaller sizes?” instead of “i can’t fit in it.. ”

– people lifting you up like you weigh nothing

– “you’re so light!!”

– “have you been eating?”

– people barely recognizing you

– trying on clothes that you like and feeling confident in all of them

– wearing swimsuits without giving it a second thought

– your friends’ clothes are too big for you

– people admiring your looks on the streets

– random people complimenting you

– being known as “the skinny one”

– hearing people whisper “oh my god she lost so much weight, look at her!”

– people being jealous when you say how much you weigh

– going out and feeling confident

– seeing yourself in the mirror and admiring the reflection instead of hating it

– walking past a reflective surface doesn’t kill your mood

– hearing “i wish i looked like you!” every day

– whatever you’re doing, you still look good

– cute people approaching you

– more friends

– feeling worthy

– feeling happy

– loving. yourself.

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